Warning: I am not a grammar expert so to any readers there may be of my blog do not expect me to be perfect because it's not gonna happen.
Well for this first blog I think I'm going to write about tragedy, and I know that this subject is used so much but in my life right now I have much tragedy. Just last week my Granny had a massive stroke and it is just something I've had to deal with the past week. She has always been there for me and the future does not look bright. But I do not want to ramble on about some one you have no idea about, I want to talk about how when something like this in your family happen you find out who your friends really and truly are.
I'm not some loser that no body knows, for heaven sakes I was my high school Homecoming Queen so I was wondering why more of my so called "friends" haven't texted me or talked to me? Sure I understand that there are a lot of people that won't because they are scared, but I am wondering mostly about my 20 closest friends. My senior class were all very close and I just graduated during the school year they would've cared so why don't they now? I guess I should be happy that there are peopel that care about me and my family and the have texted me.
Maybe I'm just analizong this too much. I would've never made a blog but I dont have word on my laptop yet so this is the only writting outlet I have at the moment.
If there are any readers maybe you can explain this to me or just understand why It hurts soo much. Well much love, Abeaux.
